Screwing up
The way to failure was unsuspectably long and full of false promises and hopes, good feelings, great highs, even bigger lows, but the following immediate improving created the illusion that things still aren’t as bad. At some point though, the falling airplane speeding at the same time had to brutally crash at some point, with no hopes of repairment.
And now that your life is slowly getting back to order, after so many efforts, you’re about to epically fuck everything up again.